I can...
I can teach myself to look at him less as my soulmate, my heart's match, and more like the dear friend he was at the beginning.
I can put aside the words that he said, and the far many more that stayed silent.
He is stronger than I am, isn't he? After all, I had to tell him or risk tearing myself inside out.
...even though telling him did the exact same thing.
But he's remained stoic for whatever reasons he has. I can understand that.
There are still so many questions, and I can learn to live without the answers.
It will always make me sad...but one day maybe I can stop wondering.

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