What About Tuesdays?

Everybody has a case of the Mondays. But what about Tuesdays? I mean, for some reason I just all of a sudden want to punch the stone wall in front of me! But I'm not really mad...I'm jealous. And I hate being jealous. Brian has Mel's blog bookmarked on his computer, but not mine. I know we talk a lot and he hears just about everything anyhow, but sometimes I put things in here that I don't want to say out loud, but that I'd still like him to know. And he doesn't bother to read it; I don't want to ask him to read it because then he'll feel pressured, but why the hell is Melody more important than me? I'm starting to seriously not like her.