Addictions and other Character Flaws

I am a complexity of randomosity. I love the dark for its secrets and solace, a downward transcendental redemption for the sins committed in the daylight. My life is an addiction. Much as sometimes I may want to turn away and start from scratch, somehow it draws me back in. I want to remember the things most important, so here's the proof - and another addiction.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Later

This cold is kicking my ass. I’m going to have to go to the doctor...but not yet. I’ll give it a wait until Tuesday, when I have a better measure of what’s going on. Ugh...I can’t even start to describe how much I need Brian right now. He isn’t the only one who could cheer me up, but he’s the only one I want trying right now. His mom invited me to come out to dinner with them today, and to see a movie, and instead I’m stuck here in happy land with naught to do but go dizzy following arrows. Granted, I love Step Mania but it gets to a point every day when enough is simply enough.
Something to look forward to...something to look forward to....Ah, we feel just a little better. Except every cell in my body wants to cry out in rebellion right now. I could do with a good night of sleep, but it isn’t happening any time soon. *sigh*

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